Appearance I have/had piercings besides the ears. I want piercings besides the ears. I have many scars. I tan easily. I wish my hair was a different color. I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. I have/want a tattoo. I can be self-conscious about my appearance. I have/had braces. I have more than two piercings. (Had two for about a week or two) Embarrassment Disney movies still make me cry. I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried. I’ve glued my hand to something. I’ve laughed until some kind of beverage came out of my nose. I’ve had my pants rip in public. I’ve touched something sharp/hot/etc to see if it would hurt. Health I’ve gotten stitches. I’ve broken or dislocated a bone. I’ve had my tonsils removed. I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed. I’ve had chicken pox. Travel I’ve been to Florida. I’ve driven/ridden over 200 kilometers in one day. I’ve been on a plane. I’ve been to Colombia I’ve been to Cuba. I’ve been to Niagara Falls. I’ve been to Ottawa I’ve been to the Caribbean. I’ve been to Europe. Experiences I’ve gotten lost in my city. I’ve seen a shooting star. I’ve wished on a shooting star. I’ve seen a meteor shower. I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas. I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator. I’ve slapped someone. I’ve kissed someone underwater. (I totally want to though) I’ve chugged something. I’ve crashed a car. Oh boy how I’ve done THAT one… I’ve been skiing. I’ve been in a musical. I’ve auditioned for something. I’ve been on stage. I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue. I’ve sat on a rooftop at night. I’ve pranked someone. I’ve ridden in a taxi. Honesty / Crime I’ve been threatened to be arrested. I’ve broken a law. I’ve done something I promised someone I wouldn’t. I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t. I’ve sneaked out. I’ve lied about my whereabouts. I’ve cheated while playing a game. In my defense, the game encouraged cheeting I’ve been in a fist fight.
Death I’m afraid of dying. I hate funerals. I’ve seen someone/something die. Someone close to me has attempted/committed suicide. I have attempted suicide. I’ve thought about suicide before. I feel like most people have entertained it at one point
I’ve written a eulogy for myself.
Materialism I own over 5 rap CD’s. I’m obsessed with anime/manga. I collected comic books. I own a lot of makeup. I own something from Pac Sun. I own something from The Gap. I own something I got on E-Bay. I own something from Abercrombie. I thrive on compliments. I thrive on hate. Random I can sing low key. I’ve stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant. I open up to others easily. Sometimes I watch the news occasionally or always. I don’t like to kill bugs. I sing in the shower. I’m a morning person. I’m a sports fanatic. I twirl my hair.
I care about grammar. I love spam. I’ve copied more than 30 CD’s in a day. I bake well. My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, blue, red, black, purple, or orange. I would wear pajamas to school. I like Martha Stewart. I laugh at my own jokes. I eat fast food weekly. I’ve not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class. I can’t sleep if there’s a spider in the room. I’m really ticklish. I like white chocolate. I bite my nails. I don’t chew them off though which is an improvement I’m good at remembering names. I’m good at remembering dates. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
People ..used to ask if I was anorexic/bulimic. ..called me fat. ..say I’m skinny. ..have said I’m ugly. ..have said I’m pretty.
..have spread rumors about me. ..force me to eat. ..say I eat too much. ..say I eat too little.
Eating I’ve lost weight. I’ve gained weight. I’m at my thinnest. I’m at my biggest. I’ve lost weight and kept it off. I’ve lost weight, but gained it back. My weight affects my mood. I diet. I’m vegan/vegetarian. I exercise. I’ve fainted from exhaustion.
Family I’ve sworn at my parents. I’ve planned to run away from home before. I’ve run away from home. My biological parents are together. I have a sibling less than one year old. I want kids. I’m really undecided on this one to be honest. It would be very situational and I’d have to be with someone I think would be a good dad. I’ve had kids. I’ve lost a child.
Relationships I’m engaged. I’m married. I’m a swinger. I’ve gone on a blind date. I have/had a friend with benefits. I miss someone right now. I have a fear of abandonment. I’ve gotten divorced. I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back. Someone has/had feelings for me when I didn’t have them back. I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t. I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did. I’ve kept something from a past relationship. Sexuality I’m a cuddler. I’ve been kissed in the rain. I’ve hugged a stranger. I’ve kissed a stranger.
Bad times I regularly drink. I can’t swallow pills. I can swallow numerous pills at a time without difficulty. I’ve been diagnosed with depression at some point. I have/had anxiety problems. I shut others out when I’m upset. I don’t have anyone to talk to when I’m upset. (this is sorta true as my best friend lives in a different city now, but it’s pretty easy to get a hold of him if I REALLY need to) I have taken/take anti-depressants. I’ve slept an entire day before. I’ve plotted revenge.
Tomorrow I have to go to a mandatory LGBT diversity meeting for my department at school. You know, me, the inclusive gay dude who gets annoyed by the lack of respect for the BT part of the community. Probably going to wear my Hunx vneck under the pastel pink/brown/green dress shirt I have to fabutrash it up tomorrow. If I do there will be pix. I kinda feel like being a walking gay stereotype tomorrow.
What non-person part of Alaska would you love to have in Denver? (A place or thing, such as a coffee shop, or favourite lake, etc.)
Hmmm from Alaska there’s not a whole lot non-person I would love to have here. I’ve pretty much found a better version of anything I really liked there either here or in my travels over the summer. Hmm I guess honestly the nice summer days there. Not too hot, tons of sun, everything is awesome and green. I kinda hate how lots of things here are dried up and brown unless they’re watered a lot.
I’m actually going to be there for a couple weeks after my classes get done and I’m really only looking forward to hanging out with friends and seeing my family. I’m sure there’s places I enjoy there that I’ll end up at for eats and such, but I honestly miss a lot more places/things in Seattle than I do Anchorage. I’m really looking forward to getting an awesome Sweet Iron waffle when I’m back there between Anchorage and returning to Denver. And Beareoke, but that’s more of a person thing to be honest since I rarely sing, but have a good time meeting up with friends there.
Last year around the middle of October I came out to a good friend from college who had come out after college as well. Then I told some close friends who worse case scenario I could crash with since I was still living with my folks while working on saving up money and paying off college debts. Turned out that was completely unnecessary, although i was a bit worried because my Dad didn’t really seem to have any reaction to it at all. Lately he has been actually talking to me about that aspect of my life, like asking if I’d be moving in with my boyfriend when my lease is up and such, which has been a really nice change.
“If you’re a sports star and you say ‘faggot’ on the courts, you get fined. But if you’re in music and you say it 234 times, you get an MTV Music Award. And I think we need to really think about that. Just think about it.”—Tegan Quin (via ivytyler)
Probably one of the best comedies of the 80s. I admit that Ghostbusters and gremlins scared the crap out of me when I was a kid for some reason. I think Gremlins was due to have a nice, Gremlin sized attic entry in my closet.
but today’s been pretty sucky so far. First day of the last two weeks (thank the gods) of classes this semester was super boring. At least audiological eval seemed less pointless than normal. Ready for a a fresh semester of classes. Also had to run a bunch of errands since I was nearly out of milk, needed to grab something for a between class snack, and my printer ran out of ink. Luckily my favorite class is tomorrow, and hopefully I’ll get something else to brighten my day tomorrow as well.